Thoughts

Theres so much going now this month. First, I been craving to have intercourse but I am so afraid of loosing something that will never come back. I don't know how to address it and as each day passes by, I am dying to have intercourse with my boyfriend. He gives me my space, tells me we are not in a hurry. But then he kisses me one way and say the other. Who gets boyfriends? Anyhow, we been spending alot of time together, which is good and can be bad as well. I dont wanna get tired of him. I feel as if after the day he got mad at the guy he has been acting more careful, more friendly. He calls, sees and even dreams about me more now. Weird.

Friends: Me and blanca are getting veryy close. I am starting to like soccer alot seriously.

I have notice that I am more comfortable typing that writing, dont know why.

I have nothing to say, I am getting sleepy for sure.

Ugh tomorrow class then work, lots of hrs n kids. Oh well...I am getting pay lots of money.