Crazy Dayz

October 27, 2008

Cant find the words to tell her how i feel. to her that it hurts. to be lonely. to be without her. so close yet soo far. dont kno whats goin on. confused emotions. i like him or i luv him. gettin mad for slapin him. shouldnt get between u guys. now i regret every thing i said on friday n dis week. that saturday was not my day. please understand me. i'm a INSECURE n confused child. please hold on to me. dis is when i most need you. neva give up on me. dis is when i;m diein n i need cure. i need you to heel me fast n quick before time is up. Please go get me. i deserve another chance. dont leave me alone in this ugly mess. i;'m gonna be waitin for you. hope u come before noon...

October 29, 2088

This day was a mess. Sitin there n lookin at her. she doesnt give a fuck so y should i? havin too much pride is no crime. if she can do it then so can i. still that sad gurl. lost n without hope. come n save me...

October 30, 2008

She came n saved me. when i most needed her. she saved me before my death, before my last breath. Today was the end of lies. the end of cries. I'm saved! they love me. they still there. with bruises n bumps but i'm here. to say sorry n i love u. u neva gave up on me. thnak you. u are a true friend. u said sorri n wish dis neva happen. me 2. plz neva goo away again. cause i dont kno if i could handle it next time...

Today, November 2, 2008

Had fun with the besties on Halloween. Went to the movies yesterday, took me S.A.T's on saturday. wish me good luck that i got a better score than last time lol well yea thats wat happen.
i wish khriz was here. so i could hug him. i miss him so much. 10-11-08