Wednesday, May 19, 2010

I will always know I love you.

I love this song. I am crying right now. Sitting here in my bed. Its 1:50 p.m. So much thoughts running in my head.

Lyrics from "Little House" By: Amanda Seyfrield

I love this place
But its haunted without you
My tired heart
Is beating so slow
Our hearts sing less
Than we wanted
We wanted
Our hearts sing 'cause
We do not know
We do not know

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

You can catch me
Dont you run
Dont you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay

To light the night
To make us grow
To make us grow
It is not said
I always know

Please don't make a fuss
It won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I made
I am here to stay

I am here to stay

Stay


I love this song officially from today May 20, 2010 at 1:59 A.M.

I want my boyfriend to play less games and show more that he cares. That he cares for me more. I want him to be more romantic. I want him to be more affectionate above everything. I secretly want to marry him. I want him to be the only man in my life. My first for everything. Its gonna be hard, yes I know, but whats love without a fight. I want him to love me the same way I do and will. Its hard to know if you are going to be with that one person for the rest of your life. You start looking at everyone around you. Single, flirting, having intercourse with random ppl, thats the life they call the good life. But is that the life I really want to? Is that life gonna fulfill me as Melissa? Is it going to make me proud of myself? Is it going to make me feel less or bring down my dignity? Will I look at myself in the mirror and cry?


I love you. I don't care if you have a few pounds more. Fat or skinny I love you. I love you for the person you are. You may not show as much affection as I wish you do, but you show commitment, you show care, you show liability and truthness. I love you for that.